Today was utterly fucking exhausting. It’s the special kind of exhaustion that comes from planning for a year or so to do something, then suddenly finding out it isn’t possible, then 20 minutes later finding out it is, then 20 minutes later finding out it isn’t possible for a different reason, and then 20 minutes after that finding out that there is an entirely different option that you were previously unaware of that makes the thing you’d been planning to do for a year rather pointless. I think at the end of it all, my situation had actually improved, but what a roller coaster ride getting there.
Gonna go collapse.
N.P.: “Ship on Fire” – Zeal & Ardor