Today in Substance over Symbolism news, there was, last weekend, a Black Lives Matter™ protest in Seattle held by mostly white people (natch).  They were inexplicably sitting on the I-5 freeway, which had been closed (presumably buy the same awful racist cops that BLM™ was protesting).  Somehow, a black dude in a Jag snuck onto the freeway going the wrong way up on off ramp, gunned the engine, and mowed down a few BLM™ protesters, killing one.  The driver then sped off.  When he was stopped and arrested a short time later, he showed no visible signs of impairment, expressed concern for the well-being of the pedestrians he’d struck, and ultimately tested negative for intoxicants.
So using our equation: empty gesture/virtue signal: white people standing stupidly on a closed freeway to be seen actively “helping” black people.  The Actual Really Real World Reality: a white woman gave her life so another black person gets life in prison.  Congrats again, BLM™…your body count is getting fairly impressive.

N.P.: “Run With The Devil” – Me and That Man, Jergen Munkeby

Seems like a good time to see how all of BLM’s defunding/abolishing the police is going now that they’ve had a full month to show the world how far the African-American community can soar when under the leadership of Black Lives Matter, not being constantly oppressed and killed by the patently racist police.  Violent crime in New York City, Chicago, Atlanta, and Detroit is up…way up, in some cases up 150% – 200% from this time last year.  The six babies that were shot to death grabbed most of the headlines: Secoriea Turner, age 8 (pictured far right, above) in Atlanta, Royta De’Marco Giles, also age 8 (pictured second to the right, above) in Hoover, Alabama, Davon McNeal, 11, in Washington DC (second from the left, above), Natalia Wallace, age 7, in Chicago, (pictured on the far left, above),  a 7-year-old boy in Autin, TX (not pictured or named), and a 6-year old boy in San Francisco (not pictured or named) are all dead.  Note that not one of these baby’s names appear on the BLM website.  There is no mention of any of the black lives lost this weekend.
Of course, those mentioned above were just the child murders that happened over the weekend.  In NYC, there were 44 shootings with a total of 63 victims.  In Chicago, 87 people were shot, 17 of which were fatalities.  If you add the black deaths that have occurred in the BLM autonomous zones, these numbers really add up.  For an organization calling itself Black Lives Matter, they seem to be stacking a lot of black bodies.
When the father of one of the children killed this weekend (Natalia Wallace) was asked if he thought there should be BLM protests for his daughter, he answered in the affirmative, but understood that those protests are only for victims of police violence.
So what I hear you saying is Black Lives Matter only if they are taken by the police, but otherwise, fuck ’em.


“The pretext of all of this, of course, was pursuing social justice and challenging institutional racism, and they used George Floyd for that.  They’re always trolling for other ‘George Floyds.  The head of Black Lives Matter went to Houston when a 7-year-old girl was killed and raised $100,000 in reward money while anticipating  that the person who killed her was white, only to discover that the murderer was black and so then it was not a story after that.  These people are really out to destroy civil society.  If a precinct can be taken over by a mob, then why not your home?  My message to guilty white people [is] stop helping us!  Just stop helping us!  There is blood on the hands of Black Lives Matter.”
~ Bob Woodson, ’60s civil rights leader

N.P.: “All the Best” – Processor

No invective tonight, dear reader.  Best of intentions, et cetera, et cetera, but a bunch of Life  happened, so I didn’t have appropriate time for invective composition.  So tomorrow, dear reader.  And tomorrow.   And tomorrow.

N.P.: “Lifehunger” – Vreid

It was a good enough day.  Nighttime trips to the bathroom have turned into “time to go kill whatever’s in the bathroom, then pee,” but if done with the proper perspective, the execution of inordinately sized arachnids can be a rather calming exercise.
Anyway, time got away from me today, so I have to be short here today.  But you can expect invective tomorrow.

N.P.: “In A Gadda Da Vida” – Slayer

A relatively lazy Sunday, dear reader.  ‘Twas called for.  Did a bunch of non-writing stuff.
I hope you’re doing well.

N.P.: “Guitars SUCK” – Bumblefoot

Just got to attend a virtual viewing of a rough cut of a friend’s feature film.  Most impressive.

N.P.: “Look To Your Orb For The Warning” – Monster Magnet

I had to meet in person with a couple of people today…couldn’t be avoided.  So I went.  Wore a mask.  One guy had a mask, the other guy didn’t.  I know the guy that didn’t.  He’s a good guy.  But he refuses to wear a mask.  For him it’s political.  Which I don’t understand.
I probably don’t have any room to talk…the reason I wear my mask has nothing to do with COVID.  I’ve spent a significant amount of my adult life trying to figure out what line of work I could enter that would allow me to wear a mask in public.  I’ll I was ever able to come up with were Superhero and Terrorist, but both of those are really a lot of work.  And in their cases, you’re going to be too worried about super villains or murder drones to ever be able to relax in public in their masks.  I had just about given up trying to figure something out when BAM: pandemic.  Perfect!
Dearest reader, I wear this shit all the time.  I wear my mask when driving alone in my car.  I wear it around the house, even when there’s nobody around.  Wear it to sleep.  Wore it in the shower the other morning…that didn’t work out well at all.  But that’s not the point.  I don’t even know what the point is, if there even is one.  I do know that long after The Virus has ebbed, I’ll still be rocking a mask.  Even the most mundane interaction suddenly turns into the opening scene of something from the Mortal Kombat franchise when both parties are wearing masks.

N.P.: “Here” – Vast

An interesting day, dear reader, in a good way.  Nothing dramatic…just a slight shift in perspective.  Got a lot done….writing, music, a couple of other projects I’m working on.  Hoping for a similar day tomorrow.

N.P.: “Seven Souls” – William S. Burroughs/Bill Laswell

Summers in Anhedonia are so goddamn hot, dear reader…it’s ridiculous.  And people just walk around acting like nothing’s wrong.  It’s perfectly obvious nothing is supposed to actually live here.  Maybe the spiders and scorpions and buzzards and shit, but intelligent life?  Fuck no.  Yet here we are.
I got a lot of words down, in spite of the atmospheric fires outside.  It’s funny…other writers and artists I know who live in other parts of the world where there are actually seasons, they all disappear into their studios at the beginning of November and sometime near the end of April they emerge with a new book or album or whatever.  Exact opposite here.  I’m not going outside again until Halloween.  It would be nice to be waving a new book around when that happens.

N.P.: “The Sea King” – Żywiołak

I’ve heard quite a bit about my recent posts labeling the Black Lives Matter organization as dangerously hypocritical and egregiously fraudulent and serving only to assuage the self-loathing of Guilty White Liberals while not only doing nothing to actually preserve or improve black lives, but actually doing the community a shameful disservice, in some cases actually costing black lives.  Most of the feedback has been supportive, sometimes asking for further development or clarification, which I’ve been happy to provide.  There were some negative voices and those were completely emotionally driven, devoid of any coherent rationale, rhetorically childish, and composed entirely of ad hominem attacks demanding apologies and threatening nebulous, often patently imaginary reprisals.   It was all rather amusing.
Anyway, I think I came up with the best way to effectively address everyone involved.  I propose a simple exercise.  I’ll include gaudy screenshots to “show my work” and so literally anybody will be able to follow along.  Ready?  Okay.
First, head over to blacklivesmatter.com, the official website of the BLM organization.

Then scroll down to the bottom of the page to find the “Donate “button.  Before clicking on it, you should know that once you do, you will no longer be on blacklivesmatter.com.  You will be sent to a totally different website.  Any ethical website knows to notify the user when sending them to another website and they do so via a box that requires your clicking consent.  You will receive no such notification here.

So clicking on the “Donate” button appears to open the BLM donations page, but, as mentioned supra, if you take a look at the URL, you are no longer even on the BLM website, but now on something called actblue.com.  But never mind that.  That’s not important.  What’s important is that you see that if you donate money, they pledge to “end state-sanctioned violence, liberate Black people [sic], and end white supremacy forever.”  Noble goals all.  Head to the bottom of the page.

At the bottom of the page, there are several suggestions for donation amounts, or, of course, you can enter your own amount.  If you care to make a donation, by all means do so.  I know several of you already have.  Picking an amount and clicking the “Continue” button takes you to the transaction page where you enter your card number and all the details.  But if you continue to the bottom of this page without donating, you get to a section called “Contribution rules.”  This contains information that all PACs are legally required to display, namely how to access a copy of their latest financial report, which here you are given a phone number and email address to deal with.  Most large charities choose to make their latest financial report (along with all previous financial reports) its own easily accessible page (because if someone who is considering making a donation wants to see exactly where their money will be going before donating (due diligence), it’s a good idea to make that information readily available)).

You can call or email to request that a copy be sent to you, but since this information is required to be public, there are several websites that publish various PACs’ financial information.  I picked opensecrets.org.  So if you look up actblue, you get a result offering you their financial information for the 2020 election cycle.  Brilliant.  So to find out how the money is spent, click on “Recipients.”

You may have to scroll down a bit, but you’ll get to Top Vendors/Recipients.  This is how the money donated to actblue is currently being spent.  Behold.
Well, shit.  Black lives seem to be a bit underrepresented in the Top Ten.  So who all’s here?   There’s Bernie (not black) and Biden (not black)…Liz (not black) and Pete (not black) and Amy K.(not black).  Andrew Yang (not black) got a little love.  Even Amy McGrath’s senatorial campaign got paid.  But this is BLM money.  If it’s just going to finance various democratic presidential campaigns, fine, but where the hell is Cory?  Where’s Kamala?  Just about everybody else is there…they got a Taiwanese guy, and a Native American lady.  It’s almost as if they intentionally left the black candidates out of the Top Ten.  That’s just not subtle at all.  They’re not even pretending.  At what point on this list do black lives start to matter?  Sure as hell not in the Top Ten.  Maybe its after the first…how much money is that…hold on…sorry, I’m terrible at math…let’s see…carry the 7…okay, so black lives matter, just at some point after the first $698,721,410 has been spent.
So there are two possibilities.  Either people who intend to donate to BLM have no idea this is what’s going on and are being misled and defrauded into donating to a lot of non-black candidates and entities, or people do know that this is where the money’s going, and rather than donating directly to the Biden campaign as they were going to do, they make the same donation through BLM, thus getting to virtue signal to all their GWL friends about how woke they are while knowing their money is still going to the same non-black cause or candidate they were going to give to anyway.
Again, this is blatant symbolism over substance.  The Message: I gave money to Black Lives Matter.  The Actual Really Real World Reality: You just donated to some white dude’s presidential campaign.  This is harmful because this entire transaction has taken place with the donor walking away feeling as if he has actually made a difference, but now that money that could have been well used by any of the myriad legitimate charitable organizations that have long track records of direct help and measurable benefit to the black community will, once again,  get nothing.

N.P.: “Dein Gott” – Stahlmann