N.P.: “Vide Cor Meum”
Category Archives: Lucubrations
Regret is an attempt to avoid what has already happened.
So many idiots, so few middle fingers.
I want to write my secret across your sky.
This revolution will be synthesized.
Gratitude and respect to all of our veterans and their families. Thanks to you all.
Moments of Silence.
Happy birthday, Mary. I miss you always.
A Holy Chore.
Breakdown/Breakthrough.
Bit of a rough patch these days: non-stop depression, 24-hour-a-day panic attacks. No sleep possible, appetite barely extant. Occassional Blakian visions have started again, some good, some bad. Not sure what to do with those. The overall feeling is that I’m on the verge of something big: either a breakthrough or a breakdown.
“My business is a little cloak and dagger,
I drink so much, I don’t walk: I merely stagger.
While others have been thinking about it
I’ve been there and back.
I’m already in the gutter
Next stop is the drain.”
Next stop is the drain.”
That was what was on the radio when I noticed I was going over 100 mph today. Sometimes I can believe I’m still allowed to roam free. [Looks nervously over his shoulder]
Alright…to bed with you. I’ve still got things to do.
Looks like I’m going to take the long way home tonight.