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July 17, 2025

Seventy-eight years ago, a 25-year-old kid with a notebook and a bad case of existential itch packed himself into a car headed straight for the raw, writhing guts of America.  That kid was Jack Kerouac, and what he did that summer wasn’t just a road trip.  It was an existential tantrum dressed up as adventure – a booze-drenched fever dream of freedom with jazz riffs for punctuation and a reckless sprint toward something like divinity.  Or maybe the whole thing was just a desperate stab at drowning out the noise in his own head.  Either way, what came out the other end was On the Road, a book more combustible than a jerrycan of gas in a bonfire.

Picture it, dear reader.  July heat, just like the kind baking wherever you are right now in the northern hemisphere.  The kind of heat that makes the pavement shimmer, as if the road isn’t  just something to be traveled but something alive and pissed off, daring you to drive faster.  Kerouac had the windows rolled all the way down, likely because the car was either without A/C or it was simply harder to breathe in when the windows were shut.  And there he was, pinballing across the country with the verve – and perhaps hygiene – of a man who needed this drive not just to live but to avoid imploding.  There’s probably a word for the energy he was chasing, but it’s not in English.  It’s a headspace between euphoria and collapse, where everything burns brighter and breaks harder.

And the kid?  He scribbled through it.  Through the truck stops and motel ashtrays, through the miles of asphalt stretching out ahead like some cosmic dare.  Jazz on the radio, junkie poets for company, and God knows what in the flask riding shotgun.  Kerouac wrote like a man possessed – not by demons, but by something much scarier: hope.  Not the easy Hallmark variety, but the bone-deep, terrifying kind that makes you wonder if somewhere, out there, there’s a way to fill whatever black hope keeps chewing through your insides.

When On the Road his shelves in 1957, it was a lit match in a room full of dynamite.  Suddenly, every Poor Bastard in America who’d been staring down the barrel of nine-to-five mediocrity had permission to trash the manual.  This wasn’t about winning; it was about searching.  About saying “fuck it” to the scripts we’re handed and chasing the kind of truth that burns like whiskey going down.

Many made the mistake of calling it romantic.  But the road isn’t about romance – it’s about friction.  [The same could be said about sex, of course.]  The kind of friction that leaves you scorched and skinned and shaking but alive in a way you forgot you could be.  Kerouac wasn’t glorifying anything.  He was giving us the messy, bloody glory of coming undone – and maybe finding God in the process.  Although, spoiler alert, it probably wasn’t the God you’re thinking of.

Fast forward to right now.  July 17, 2025.  Do the math, dear reader.  You’re not too old, too broke, or too goddamn civilized to take your own swing at this.  You won’t be Kerouac – good.  He already did it, and you wouldn’t survive on the kind of coffee and amphetamines that fueled him anyway.  But was you can do is crack open a notebook, climb into whatever vehicle you’ve got, and chase something that’ll look different from freedom but feel just as dangerous.

And maybe when you’re out there burning rubber through the sticky American night, you’ll catch a little of the jazzed-up chaos Kerouac found.  And I’ll be out there with you, chasing the same thing.  Just make sure when you catch it, write it down.

N.P.: “I Gotcha” – Eleven Triple Two, Ghostwriter

July 16, 2025

It’s been a helluva day, dear reader, and I am exhausted.  Far too tired to commit any great literature, that is certain.  I’m probably pretty incoherent at this point.  But I would be remiss if I didn’t acknowledge the significance of this date on the calendar of badass American letters.  July 16, 1951 was the date J.D. Salinger’s The Catcher in the Rye was published.  It’s impact on the culture in the ’50s was massive, but the book’s impact on me was just as great.  I was 13 when I first met Holden Caulfield, and felt, as many of us did, like we were looking into a sort of mirror.

At 13, the books themes – alienation, identity, and societal hypocrisy –  were right up my alley, and Holden was instantly my boy.  There was nothing precious or polite about Holden Caulfield’s voice.  He mumbled, cursed, and eye-rolled his way through alienation and lightweight identity crises like a champion, pissed off by the state of the human race from the jump.

The book was banned in some schools when it was first unleashed, but kids tore into it like contraband candy.  What made Catcher shine – what still makes it shine as brightly as anything can in our social-media speckled ADD dystopia – is how flagrantly it said a big fat “Nope!” to sanctimony.  It spit in the fact of what was “decent.”  It said it was okay to push back against rules nobody remembers consenting to.  Salinger’s magic was in creating a protagonist so disaffected, so sick of the bullshit, that every kid on the fringe (including yrs. truly) saw themselves in him.

God…I need to sleep.  But real quick: my two favorite part of the book are 1) when his teacher throws his essay…but I may be misremembering that.  Someone throws something “like a turd,”…that always stuck with me, and 2) Holden hires a prostitute named Sunny, but when she arrives, he feels uncomfortable and decides not to go through with it.  He still pays her the agreed amount, but later her pimp, Maurice, shows up to demand more money, and when Holden doesn’t pay, Maurice beats him up.  Not sure why, but that scene always stuck with me too.

It’s funny what we remember.

Anyway, if, in the unlikely but shameful event that you have not read Catcher, I shall include you in my nightly prayers and encourage you to check it out.

Okay, goodnight.

N.P.: “Under My Thumb” – Ministry & Co-Conspirators

July 14, 2025

 

Campaign Speech #1, Delivered 13 July 2025 at the Pregnant Lesbian Irish Pub, San Francisco, CA
Ladies and gentlemen, there is simply no arguing the fact that since 2012, under the leadership of a Democratic supermajority, the once beautiful and enviable State of California has become an unmitigated, festering shithole.  This state is a cancerous blight on an otherwise thriving nation.  Nothing thrives here except homelessness, drug-addiction, and third-world criminals.
Last night I asked AI to create a word cloud of the words most commonly used to describe California  across the internet.  Here it is.  “Worst…ballooning…clusterfuck…unsustainable…hellscape…cesspool…disaster…mismanagement…toilet…miasma…fecal vortex…woke shithole.”  And so on.  The biggest word on this tapestry of travesty, as you can see, is “worst.”  “Worst” is the word most used by the world to describe California in 2025.  And for good reason.  This state is the worse in everything: education, illegal immigration, water management, violent crime, theft, housing, environment, energy, insurance, cost of living, taxes and fees, healthcare…you name it.
Consumer Affairs recently compared all 50 states along with D.C. across five categories: affordability, economy, education and health, quality of life, and safety.  California was ranked the least desirable state to move to.
Compared to the other 49 states, California has:

  • The highest poverty rate
  • The highest state income tax rate
  • The highest median home price
  • The highest gasoline tax
  • The highest number of federal welfare recipients
  • The highest amount of unemployment benefit fraud
  • The highest number of illegal immigrants
  • The highest percentage of high-school dropouts
  • The highest rates of human trafficking
  • The highest homeless population (over 50% of the homeless in the U.S. are in California)
  • The highest electricity prices

This list goes on and on and on the fuck on.  It’s hard to see how things would be any worse if we had no government at all.
Three years ago, California had a state budget surplus of $100b.  Today, it has a deficit of $75b.  No wonder half a million of our smartest, richest residents have fled the state for the greener pastures of literary any other state.
At this point, I think the best thing for all concerned is for the entire west coast to cleave off from the rest of the continent and just fall the fuck in the ocean.  With me on it…that’s fine.  If my 170lbs contributes to whatever makes this rotten carcass of a state disappear into the Pacific forever taking me with it, I will have died a noble death.
But I’m not here to give up.  I’m not here to let this shitty state sink into the abyss of its own incompetence and corruption.  I’m here to fight.  I’m here to drag California, kicking and screaming if I have to, out of the sewer it’s been wallowing in for too long.  I’m here to rip the rot out by its roots, to burn the deadwood, and to rebuild this state into something that doesn’t make the rest of the country gag when they hear its name.
We deserve better.  We deserve a state where your hard work isn’t punished with crushing taxes.  We deserve streets that aren’t covered with Fentanyl and shit.  We deserve schools that actually teach your kids, not indoctrinate them into the Woke Cult.  We deserve a government that words for us, not against us.
And so, tonight, I’m announcing my candidacy for Governor of California.  Thank you…thank you.  Thank you.  Thank you.  Wow…thank you.  Does that mean I have your vote?  Ha!  Thank you.  Then let’s do it!  Let’s fix what’s broken!  Let’s clean up the mess!  Let’s make California a place people are proud to call home again.
My name is Jayson, and I’m running for Governor.  Because fuck these people!

N.P.: “Shake That” – Eminem, Nate Dogg

July 13, 2025

Partial Transcript of  Strategy Rap Session, Sunday, 13 June 2025, In The Safe House, Fecal Creek, CA.  Participants: Jayson Gallaway, Author and Presumptive Gubernatorial Candidate, Boochie Collins, Drug Dealer and Political Analyst/Advisor.

Jayson: We need something better than that.  Something with some flair, but not too much flair.  Something with pizzazz.  Something with élan.  Something with some goddamn panache!  And we need it for tonight’s rally.
Boochie:  There’s a rally tonight?  Holy shit.  Since when?
Jayson: Since I decided to have a rally tonight, which was in the middle of the night last night when I couldn’t sleep.
Boochie: Shit, man…I’m your campaign manager…I need to know about these things.
Jayson: I just told you.  Now you know.  Now we need a slogan.
Boochie: How about Make California Great Again?
Jayson: How about no, you unoriginal dolt.
Boochie: But isn’t that what you’re trying to do?
Jayson:  Damn right.  But that’s not the point.
Boochie:  So what’s the point?
Jayson:  The point is I can’t run for governor and expect to win without a kickass slogan.  What else is on your list?
Boochie:  Well, I don’t know.  If you didn’t like that first one, you’re probably not going to like the rest.
Jayson:  Dude, I need a slogan!  Read!
Boochie:  Uh…how about this: “Jayson – Fuck It, Let’s See What Happens.”
Jayson:  Jesus, Booch…if you’re not going to take this seriously….
Boochie: I do take it seriously.  I was just spitballing.
Jayson:  You were just high. Were you high when you wrote these?
Boochie: Not those two…I did get high as hell later and I think I came up with a couple.  Lemme see….
Jayson: Hit me.
Boochie:  Here…”Jayson for Governor: He’ll Get Things Done.”
Jayson: ….
Boochie: ….
Jayson:  Booch…you always come through in a clinch. Yes!  There it is!  Simple, to the point.  I love it.
Boochie:  Does it have panache?
Jayson:  Fuck yeah it does, Booch…fuck yeah it does.
Boochie:  So what do we do now?
Jayson:  With the slogan?  Well, tomorrow we’ll call Finger and have his weird manservant stick it on a bunch of t-shirts and bumper stickers…shit like that.  But first, we must celebrate!  You and me, on the town. Let’s get weird.
Boochie:  Yes…let’s!
Jayson:  Because you know what comes before Part B…
Jayson and Boochie:  Partaaaaaaaaaay!
Boochie: But…wait a sec.
Jayson: Now what?
Boochie: What about what you just said for a slogan?
Jayson: What did I just say?
Boochie: How ’bout this: “Jayson for Governor – Let’s Get Weird!”
Jayson:  ….
Boochie:  ….
Jayson:  Damn.  It does have a ring to it.
Boochie: And we are talking about California…clearly the weirdest state in the U.S.
Jayson:  Shit.  We may have to reconsider the slogan.  But only over cocktails…let’s go!
Boochie: When was the last time you checked on your marijuana?
Jayson: Good thinking!  It’s been a couple of days.  We should probably see how it’s doing before we go to the bar.
Boochie: Yes, we’d probably better had.
Jayson:  And then we need to start writing out a platform…get my actual plans on paper.  We need to figure out how to be taken seriously.  This campaign needs so goddamn gravitas!
Boochie: We can do that at the bar.
Jayson: Indeed.

N.P.:  “Actors Have No Shame” – AWOLNATION

July 12, 2025

 

Forgive my absence here yesterday, dear reader, but it was simply too goddamn hot to write.  It was 107°F in The Creek yesterday, which is really too hot to do much of anything that requires any sort of mental clarity.  But never mind all that.  Today is a new day, and what a day it is.

July 12th should be a national holiday for anyone tired of sucking on the exhaust pipe of a world powered by conformity and crushing mediocrity.  This is the birthday of Henry David Thoreau – poet, philosopher, professional recluse, and mad prophet of the woods.  Born in 1817 in Concord, Massachusetts, Thoreau did more than carve his name onto the bark of American letters.  He set the whole goddamn tree on fire.

This is the man who walked away from the mechanical insanity of the 19th century to shack up in the woods near a pond, chopping his own firewood and minding his own business, only to emerge with Walden, a book so sharp and provocative it’s still noosed around the neck of English majors over a century later.  It’s not a polite book.  It doesn’t coddle you or ask for permission to be heard.  No, Walden is a defiant roar against the drivel of materialism, a full-frontal challenge to the hamster wheel of ambition and blind conformity.  Thoreau grabs us by the collar and demands we live simply and insists that we shed all the junk cluttering our lives and figure out what the hell it even means to live.

And if that wasn’t enough to piss off polite society, he doubled down with Civil Disobedience.  Written after Thoreau himself spent a night in jail for refusing to pay taxes to a government he deemed morally bankrupt (yes, the night in jail is an essential flex), this essay is nothing less than a flamethrower aimed at unjust authority.  Governments, he argued, exist to serve justice – not to prop up the petty tyrannies of the many or the corrupt whims of the few.  And when they fail?  Dissent isn’t just a right, it’s an obligation.

This is where Thoreau’s buckshot really hit the mark.  The ripples of his defiance carried far.

Gandhi mined Civil Disobedience to mount a nonviolent rebellion and kick the British Empire out of India, an achievement that still reverberates in history books and imperial nightmares.  Martin Luther King Jr. marched into the Civil Rights Movement with Thoreau’s words tucked into his back pocket, turning quiet disobedience into a wrecking ball against systemic oppression.  Think about that for a second – one guy, dollar-store journal in hand, wielding an influence so massive it could topple empires and rewrite history.

Thoreau didn’t write for fame – honestly, he would’ve rather burned most of us with a caustic one-liner than shake hands and schmooze at some literary soirée.  He wrote because the words were searing in his guy and demanded to be spit out, pure and undiluted.  His legacy?  It’s a challenge, flashing like a neon sign for misfits, the world-shakers, the ones who grind their teeth at the idea of “business as usual.”

Sure, the man got misunderstood.  Some called him misanthropic, others accused him of hypocrisy.  But Thoreau never pretended to be a saint.  He was furious, flawed, and human.  He philosophized about freedom, sure, but he also lived it, inhaled it, and scribbled it into permanence.

So today, on his birthday, throw up a toast to Thoreau.  Better yet, unplug for a couple minutes.  Forget the relentless scrolling, the email pings, the fluorescent-lit conveyor belt of modern living.  Step outside, breathe, touch grass, think, be.  Raise your middle finger to all the bullshit masquerading as progress.  That’s your present to man who lived deliberately, resisted relentlessly, and died unapologetically.

Happy Birthday, Uncle Hank…the rebel spirit lives on.

N.P.: “Smoke On The Water” – Calling All Astronauts

July 9, 2025

This Wednesday is for the more dark and twisted dear readers, for today is July 9, a date that seems to have been plucked from the blackened pages of some cosmic ledger, a day when the literary gods decided to birth their most deliciously deranged and shadow-dwelling progeny.  If you’re the sort of person who finds comfort in the flicker of a guttering candle and the whisper of something unspeakable just beyond the edge of the firelight, then this day is your holy feast.  Let’s raise a glass – hell, let’s raise the whole goddamn bottle – to three architects of the macabre who share this date as their entry point into the mortal coil.

First up, Ann Radcliffe, born in 1764, the original queen of Gothic fiction.  Before her, novels were polite little things, like tea parties with too much sugar and not enough gin.  But Radcliffe?  She dragged the genre into the shadows, draped it in cobwebs, and gave it a pulse that throbbed with dread.  The Mysteries of Udolpho was a blueprint for how to make readers sweat through their corsets.  She is The Voice for the whole haunted castles and moonlit moors crowd, of which I am proudly a member.  Without her, there’s no Poe, no Austen parodying her in Northanger Abbey, and certainly no modern horror as we know it.  She’s the reason you can’t walk past a crumbling mansion without imagining a ghostly figure in the window.  Cheers to you, Ann, you magnificent purveyor of dread.

Then there’s Matthew “Monk” Lewis, born in 1775, who took Radcliffe’s Gothic playbook, soaked it in absinthe, and set it on fire.  At 19 – an age when most of us were still figuring out how to fake our way through adulthood – he wrote The Monk, a book so scandalous it made Victorian prudes clutch their pearls and faint dead away.  Erotic, violent, blasphemous – it was the literary equivalent of a mosh pit in a cathedral.  Lewis obliterated boundaries with a sledgehammer.  He gave us depraved monks, demonic pacts, and enough moral ambiguity to make your head spin.  If Radcliffe was the architect of Gothic romance, Lewis was the punk rock anarchist who spray-painted obscenities on it’s walls.  Here’s to you, Matt – you magnificent, twisted bastard.

And finally, we land in 1945, the year Dean Koontz entered the scene.  Now Koontz might not be Gothic in the traditional sense, but let’s not split hairs while we’re three drinks deep.  The man has churned out more novels than most of us have had coherent thoughts, and his knack for blending suspense, horror, and a touch of the supernatural has made him a household name.  Odd Thomas, False Memory, and Phantoms are like rollercoasters in the dark: thrilling, disorienting, and just scary enough to make you question your life choices.  Koontz is the guy who reminds us that the monsters under the bed are real, but they’re probably just misunderstood.  Dean, you’re a machine, and we’re all just trying to keep up.

So here’s to July 9, a day that gave us three titans of the dark and the strange.  Radcliffe, Lewis, Koontz – each one a master of their own brand of literary mayhem.  If you’re not raising a glass to them today, you’re doing it wrong.  And if you’re not reading their work, you might as well be dead already.

N.P.: “KOOKSEVERYWHERE!!!” – AWOLNATION

July 8, 2025

Happy Tuesday, dear reader.  Today, we celebrate Hemingway’s baptism by shrapnel and the birth of a literary demi-god.

Picture this: it’s July 8, 1918, and an eighteen-year-old kid – not some grizzled veteran, not some stoic Roman statue carved by hardship, but a pimply, wet-behind-the-ears, not-yet-bearded version of Ernest Hemingway – is bumbling around Italy, driving ambulances for the Red Cross like some overeager Small Town Hero.  And then, boom!  Cue the Austrian mortar, a nasty piece of work that comes screaming in from afar like the wrath of God, raining shrapnel down on Hemingway’s youthful, squishy human form with all the subtlety of a freight train colliding with a fruit cart.  Over 200 fragments of metal embed themselves in his leg – not one, not a dozen, but 200, like some gratuitously overblown war souvenir he didn’t ask for.

But wait, it gets worse (or better, depending on whether you’re Hemingway or a future literary voyeur eager to psychoanalyze the trauma stew that would become his writing).  While he’s lying there, freshly perforated, our boy still has the nerve to drag an injured Italian soldier to safety because, apparently, even with half your leg turned into modern art, you can’t turn off the hero complex.  For this, he earns an Italian Silver Medal of Military Valor and a permanent VIP membership to the Survivors of Insane Shit Club.

Fast-forward to the aftermath, where Hemingway is convalescing in a Milan hospital, which is, in many ways, the haunting prologue to a novel you’ve already read.  Because it’s here, amidst the gauze and blood stains, he collides headfirst into actual romance – and by romance, I mean Agnes von Kurowsky, a no-nonsense nurse with enough poise to inspire Catherine Barkley, Hemingway’s star-crossed muse in A Farewell to Arms.  There’s something almost too well-scripted about it, like God’s editor handed Hemingway the perfect character arc for his fledgling authorial ambitions.

But here’s the kicker – it’s this exact sequence of war-monster violence and gooey human connection that calcifies into Hemingway’s whole literary thing.  If you’ve wondered why his prose reads like a direct line to the soul of struggle, the battle scars are the handwritten footnotes.  His stories don’t coddle or cajole; they slap you across the face with raw, unvarnished truth – that life is brutal and short, and yet, somehow, worth chasing even when despair has you by the throat.  The bleak endurance of The Old Man and the Sea, the grit-covered tenderness of For Whom the Bell Tolls – you don’t pull that kind of emotional theory out of thin air.  You write that because you’ve crawled through the mud and the blood and came out alive but not unscathed.

It’s almost poetic, really, that Hemingway would limp away from Italy with wounds that would heal wrong in all the right ways.  Those 200 fragments were more than just metal in his leg; they were ideas welded into the marrow of his bones.  By the time he scooped up the Nobel Prize in 1954, it was less a victory lap than an expectation fulfilled.  We knew, deep down, that no one could write about the weight of human suffering with such stark, battered honesty unless they’d once been shattered themselves.

And so, we’re left with the immense irony that Hemingway, the legendary tough guy of 20th-century literature, probably wouldn’t have become Hemingway without that mortar blast derailing his teenage innocence.  Funny how the universe hands you trauma like a baton and says, “Run with it.”

N.P.: “Venus” – Royal Republic

July 7, 2025

 

Today we pour some out for Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, the creator of the legendary detective Sherlock Holmes, who passed away on July 7, 1930 at the age of 71.  His death marked the end of a prolific career that not only gave us one of the most iconic literary characters but also contributed significantly to the detective fiction genre.  Doyle’s last words, spoken to his wife, were reportedly, “You are wonderful.”

There’s something unreasonably grand about the way Sir Arthur Conan Doyle shuffled off this mortal coil.  Those final words – “You are wonderful,” whispered to his wife – are hardly the stuff of mundane, fading-out inertia.  They leave you imagining some kind of Victorian fireworks display framing his departure, ornate letters spelling out his bow in curling smoke.  It’s almost too perfect.  Too wrapped in velvet and dipped in sepia-toned drama to feel real.  But what could be more fitting for the man who, through some strange alchemy of character engineering and narrative bravado, birthed Sherlock Holmes, a figure so steadfast in the collective imagination he might as well be carved into Mount Rushmore next to the guy with the top hat?

As mentioned above, the man died on July 7, 1930, at the age of 71, presumably exhausted from a career spent revolutionizing detective while moonlighting as history’s most confounding paradox.  Here’s a guy who gave the world Sherlock Holmes – deductive reasoning incarnate – only to spend a solid chunk of his later years chasing ghosts, spouting spiritualist woo-woo, and attempting, with alarming sincerity, to convince the public that fairies were real.  Real fairies.  With wings and everything.  It’s the kind of creative dissonance that makes you wonder if genius simply always comes with a side order of lunacy.  A complex combo meal for the mind.

But Doyle’s death was like turning off a spotlight, leaving the stage dark while the velvet curtains swayed and creaked in some unseen draft.  No encore, no standing ovation.  Except, of course, that we’re still clapping.  We’re clapping every time someone reaches for The Hound of the Baskervilles on a crowded airport bookshelf or binge-watches the latest adaptation of a Holmes story that Doyle himself probably would’ve rolled his eyes at.  And for what it’s worth, the adaptations do keep coming.  Hundreds of them.  The character has been dissected, reset, gender-swapped, modernized, de-modernized, and even turned into a vaguely anthropomorphic mouse detective – none of which has diminished his relevance.  Even when Holmes appears as a snarky sociopath who plays the violin like he’s trying to strangle Mozart’s ghost, he remains weirdly eternal.

It’s a hell of a legacy for a guy who, by all accounts, got bored of the character halfway through writing him.  There’s an irony there, dear reader, is there not?  Doyle’s genius wasn’t in his ability to adore Holmes, but in his ability to construct him so well that the rest of us can’t stop adoring him for him.  It’s like building a ship you hate, only to realize it’s the sturdiest thing afloat, indestructible even when it’s battered around by the gales of pop culture.  Doyle himself tried to sink it – drowning Holmes in the icy chasm of Reichenbach Falls.  But good luck holding down something that millions of readers are collectively begging to resurrect.  Like Lazarus in a deerstalker hat, Holmes returned, and, to Doyle’s resigned irritation, never left.

But Doyle’s contributions didn’t stop there.  At a time when the detective story was still flailing about in its infancy like a drunk looking for their keys, he took it by the scruff of its neck and told it to shape up.  The genre had existed before Doyle – Poe’s Dupin waddled so Holmes could strike with brisk efficiency – but Doyle sharpened it down to a fine point.  He gave detective fiction its rigor, its bit, and, most importantly, its enduring sense of clever possibility.  He’s the reason we can believe – against all evidence to the contrary – that any puzzle, no matter how tangled, can be solved with enough brainpower and an alarming tolerance for pipe smoke.

And yet, Doyle somehow managed to life his life as if entirely unconcerned by what he was doing to the literary world.  He wrote feverishly, yes, but his focus was broader, more scattered, like a flashlight with a weak battery.  He dabbled in just about everything -writing historical novels, dabbling in politics, obsessing over paranormal nonsense.  It’s almost as though he didn’t quite realize he was in the middle of creating a cultural giant.  Or maybe, in true contrarian fashion, he simply didn’t give a shit.

Now here we are, nearly a century after his death, still tangled in the web of his imagination, still arguing about which Sherlock actor captured the “true” Holmes, still swearing that we’d totally outwit Moriarty if given the chance.  Doyle may have stepped away from the stage, but the play – thank God for it – goes on, loud and puzzling and impossible to put down.  His legacy is a testament to the peculiar power of storytelling – something that can outlast even the stories’ creator.  If that’s not a kind of immortality, then I don’t know what is.

N.P.: “The Lunatics Have Taken Over the Asylum – Signals MIX” – Collide

July 5, 2025

 

Dig, if you will, this picture, dear reader: a young George Bernard Shaw, not yet the bearded curmudgeon of literary lore, but a wiry, 23-year-old pencil-pusher slogging away at the Edison Telephone Company in London.  Imagine him there, surrounded by the tooth-grinding monotony of wires, switches, and the soul-leeching buzz of early telephone service.  A job, I assume, about as thrilling as counting bricks in a foggy Victorian alleyway.  On July 5, 1880, something snapped – or clicked, or fizzled out – in his brain.  Whatever precarious sense of duty had tethered him to the earnest farce of gainful employment finally gave way.  He quit.  Walked out.  Cashed out his chips at the table of conformity to chase something far riskier than money or approval – writing.

This is not the kind of decision that lands gently (trust me).  It’s not slipping out the backdoor when no one’s looking.  No, no.  It’s a fuck-you saunter through the front, telling the world’s expectations to go pound sand.  And by “world’s expectations,” I mean anyone who’s spent a sweaty afternoon rehearsing their speech about how “art is a hobby, but a job brings security.”  Shaw, at least in this moment, would’ve laughed –  a messy and slightly manic laugh, I’m guessing – because security was the first thing to go when he took that flying leap into the abyss.

And what came next?  Oh, not instant glory, dear reader – don’t kid yourself.  This isn’t the bootstrap myth.  Shaw spend years clawing through failure with the desperate glee of a man who’d rather starve on his own terms than dine under someone else’s thumb.  He wrote terrible novels, the kind of unreadable fare that gathers layers of dust and rejection letters in equal measure.  But the man was relentless, armed with a mind like a scalpel and a tongue like a firecracker.  He crawled through the trenches of anonymity and despair, fueled by a cocktail of frustration, defiance, and, one assumes, a staggering amount of tea.

Fast forward forty-five years – and yes, it took decades of swinging and missing – when Shaw won the Nobel Prize in Literature in 1925.  A whole-ass Nobel for the guy who once penned plays that couldn’t even get past the front desk of production companies.  By then, he’d carved his niche as a sharp-tongued satirist who weaponized wit to skewer society’s sacred cows.  Politics, classism, the absurd rules of social theater – it was fodder for his ceaseless critique.  Pygmalion, one of his best-known works (and the reluctant donor of DNA to the musical My Fair Lady), went on to crystallize his legacy, a shrewd commentary dressed up as comedy.

But there’s the thing.  Shaw’s story isn’t the kind of sanitized parable that inspirational keynotes trot out to peddle grit and perseverance.  His was a messy, stubborn, gloriously unhinged trajectory – because quitting your job to “become a writer” is only romantic on the far side of success (again, trust me).  When you’re actually in it, it’s doubt, debt, and existential dread served cold.  Yet Shaw felt that burn, waded through the wreckage, and stuck it to the grind.  Shaw’s life is the dare most are all too gutless to take.  Quit the job.  Starve a little.  Craft something that snarls at the world’s dumb rules.  And maybe, just maybe, forty-five years later, they’ll hand you a medal for proving them all wrong.  But hey, even if you don’t?  At least you’ll have some good stories to tell.

N.P.: “Knocking Me Out” – WellBad

July 4, 2025

Two hundred and forty-nine years ago, a scrappy band of colonial misfits decided they’d had absolutely enough of powdered wigs and imperial bootlicking.  July 4, 1776 was more than just a date on their calendar…it was a detonation.  The Declaration of Independence, that feral, ink-stained manifesto of rebellion, was adopted, and the world hasn’t been the same since.

I always taught The Declaration in my composition classes, introducing it as the most punk-rock document every written in the English language, and I managed to break through to even the most jaded, cynical minds in the class.  This wasn’t, after all, some polite memo to King George III.  This wasn’t some bitchy, ineffective hashtag campaign.  Fuck no.  This was a cannonball of words fired across the Atlantic.  Jefferson and his crew composed a symphony of defiance, a literary Fuck You to tyranny.  “Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness” – those words roar with rebellion against royal oppression.  They’re the kind of words that make you want to grab a musket, ignite a rocket, and scream “Not today, you pathetic, pusillanimous, powdered ponce.”  It was the first and only No Kings Protest, with the first patriots declaring war on an actual king, not some half-assed gathering of effete old ladies in strip-parking lots whining pointlessly to each other because they are afraid of actual American exceptionalism and dominance.

And here we are, centuries later, still riding the shockwaves of that declaration.  The United States of America – flawed, messy, loud, and unapologetically free.  Sure, we’ve stumbled.  We just spent four nightmarish years being sucker-punched by corruption, dragged through the mud by cowards, and gaslit by those who’d rather see us kneel than stand.  Fuck those anti-American cretins.  Most of us haven’t forgotten: our national anthem literally has explosions in it.  Rockets.  Bombs.  The whole damn thing is a pyrotechnic ode to resilience.  The country isn’t perfect, and it never will be.  But perfection was never the point.  The point was the Fight – the relentless, unyielding pursuit of something better.  That’s what July 4th is about.  It’s not just a day for hot dogs and sparklers (though, let’s be honest, those are non-negotiable).  It’s a day to remember that freedom isn’t free, and it sure as hell isn’t quiet.  It’s loud, messy, and sometimes downright chaotic.  But it’s ours.

So, fire up the grill.  Crack a beer, open the Jack.  Set off a firework or twenty.  And remember: this day isn’t just about celebrating what we’ve done – it’s about gearing up for what’s next.  Because the pursuit of happiness?  That’s a full-contact blood sport.

Happy Independence Day, America.  Stay wild.  Stay free.  And never stop roaring.


Now onto some patriotic D.P.S. business.  Fifty years to the day after the Declaration of Independence was adopted, July 4, 1826, America bore witness to what could only be described as history’s most ironic curtain call.  Thomas Jefferson and John Adams – framed in the annals of American lore as two intellectual giants of the Revolution – both passed away within hours of each other. Sure, life and death are full of coincidences, but c’mon…this?  The two men who helped craft the document that declared freedom to a British monarch both bowing out in its golden jubilee?  That’s a plot twist even Hollywood wouldn’t dare.

It’s difficult not to see their dual exits as some sort of cosmic mic-drop.  After all, they were perhaps the two most consequential of the founding fathers.  Adams, the pugnacious, fiery advocate, weaponized words like a Revolutionary Rambo, his essays and speeches rallying colonists with unapologetic vigor.  And then there was Jefferson, whose pen seemed to channel the muses themselves.  His prose in the Declaration – the lofty, idealistic call for unalienable rights – set hearts ablaze while encapsulating the philosophical heartbeat of the Revolution.  Together, they were the Lennon and McCartney of liberty (minus the questionable haircuts).

But here’s the kicker that makes their partnership even richer – they could not have been more different.  Adams was blunt and quick to argue, a man who saw no point in sugarcoating his points.  Jefferson, on the other hand, was measured, deliberate, and notoriously reserved.  While they clashed and feuded (I’m looking at you, Election of 1800, with your spicy, scorched-earth smear campaigns), they eventually reconciled late in life, exchanging letters that mapped out their shared reflections and rivalries.  It was the bromance nobody saw coming.

Then came July 4, 1826 – like a cosmic endnote to their lives and legacies.  Adams, in his final moments, reportedly murmured, “Jefferson survives.”  Except Jefferson didn’t.  He had passed away just hours earlier at Monticello.  Was this last thought a poetic tribute, or a sly dig at their lifelong rivalry?  We’ll never know, but it’s wonderfully on-brand for the man.

Despite their flaws, their legacy endures.  The Declaration of Independence remains not just a historical document but a bold, aspirational blueprint for justice and freedom.  And on that fateful summer day in 1826, it was as if the universe pressed pause to give these architects of the American experiment their due – brilliant, flawed, and forever revolutionary.


On July 4, 1845, Henry David Thoreau packed his philosophical musings, an unreasonably high tolerance for mosquitos, and (presumably) a decent stash of snacks, and moved to a cabin near Walden Pond.  It wasn’t exactly rugged wilderness – his buddy Ralph Waldo Emerson owned the land – but Thoreau wasn’t aiming for “off-the-grid mountain man.”  This was an experiment, a declaration of independence from knick-knack-filled parlors, neighborly dramas, and what he called the “quiet desperation” of 19th-century life.

The result?  The iconically unhinged “Walden,” part memoir, part manifesto, and entirely a literary smackdown of materialism and societal conformity.  More than just rejecting cluttered closets – he was throwing shade at the very foundations of comfort culture.  Why do humans labor endlessly for stuff they don’t even need?  Why not build a tiny shack (in Emerson’s metaphorical backyard, if you’re lucky enough) and live deliberately?  Walden asks the questions you might ponder while doom-scrolling Amazon listings at 3am.

Self-reliance is the drumbeat of the book, and Thoreau hammered on it with unrelenting confidence.  He chopped wood, grew beans, and arguably did more for the public image of solitude than centuries of hermits combined.  But don’t be fooled by the pastoral vibes – it wasn’t all feel-good “main-character energy” at Walden Pond.  A crucial part of Thoreau’s philosophy was resisting the machine, metaphorically and literally.  His critiques of conformity were a rally cry of individualism and rebellion, two concepts in sore need of renewed attention these days.

And here’s the kicker in that direction – “Walden” doesn’t sit neatly in its 19th-century time capsule.  Over two centuries later, it still shouts from the bookshelves at anyone trying to KonMari their lives or ditch “The Man.”  Thoreau’s treatise on minimalism, nature, and resisting societal nonsense resonates with present day freedom fighters at war with cancel culture, speech codes and pronoun abuse, moronic mask-mandates, government-mandated untested vaccines, and the rest of such anti-American bullshit.  Sure, not everyone’s sprinting to build cabins in the woods, but his message of intentional living?  That’s hitting home, whether you’re in a trendy city loft or your studio backdrop happens to be a perfectly manicured farm on Instagram.

Thoreau declared a personal revolution that July 4th – a one-man independence celebration complete with philosophical fireworks.  His legacy endures not because he nailed the tiny-house aesthetic, but because he challenged his readers to define their lives in a way that was Revolutionary with a capital “R.”


Lastly (though certainly not leastly), on July 4, 1855, Walt Whitman took the literary equivalent of a sledgehammer to the buttoned-up cultural norms of his time and published Leaves of Grass.  It was a full-throated yawp – a deeply democratic, unapologetically sensual celebration of the self, the body, and the soul.

Imagine being a Victorian prude (this won’t be hard for some of you) confronted with this book.  Whitman’s verses were an unaccompanied walk straight into the underbelly of humanity’s desires and contradictions – raw, radical, and drenched in the sweat of a working man’s labor.  He painted a world where the farmer, the legal immigrant, and the mechanic weren’t just background characters but leading actors in the grand theater of democracy.  And his free verse?  It swaggered.  No formal structure, no rigid rhyme schemes – just the rhythm of Whitman’s heart beating unapologetically across the page.

Leaves of Grass didn’t just talk the talk of American independence; it strutted its way into the room, dropped the mic, and winked at the audience.  Whitman’s themes of individuality and unity were inseparable.  He blurred lines between bodies, classes, and even the sacred and profane – arguing that everything and everyone holds divine potential.  It was a throat-punch to the suffocating buttoned-up culture of the era.

And let’s not overlook the audacity of publishing it on Independence Day.  Whitman practically gift-wrapped this literary rebellion and tied it up with a star-spangled bow, shouting, “This is America!”  It was the ultimate power move, a nod to a nation still grappling with its ideals and contradictions, and a promise of what it could become.

Critics were…not thrilled (no shit, right?).  But over time, Leaves of Grass grew into a towering monument of American literature, shaping modern poetry and influencing everyone from Langston Hughes to Allen Ginsberg.  Whitman infused his work with democracy’s messy, joyful, radical spirit.  Today, we can look back and marvel at Whitman’s chutzpah.  He wrote poetry that didn’t tiptoe around convention but stomped all over it with muddy boots.  And in doing so, he gave us verses still capable of making hearts skip beats and reminding us – regardless of how messy, complex, or chaotic life gets – that we contain multitudes.

N.P.: “American Badass” – Kid Rock