Okay, fuck it: a huge part of why this goddamn book is so difficult to write is that I’m having to pretty constantly having to override some extremely powerful, almost impenetrable defense mechanisms that were designed not to be overridden. I seem to be getting better at it as time goes on, but it is absolutely exhausting and makes for a lot of psychic discord. I’m really in no shape to be writing this, but I also have no choice.
So yeah…better get back to it.
N.P.: “Love You to Death” – Type O Negative